// [P]rofile.. *

 Name : VANESSA
Nick : Shhhhhhh.....
Age : 17
Sign : pisces
Email : not telling you
MSN : not gonna tell you
Facebook: not gonna tell you too
Friendster : who uses friendster now?

// [A]dores.. *

 strawberry tart
candies.
chocolates.
jap food.
korean food.

// [L]oathes.. *

 studying. so typical right?.
.
ducks
.
lizards.

// [L]inks.. *

 zihan
kai.
Mandy.
ivann.

// [W]ishlist.. *

 a trip to japan.
a trip to thailand.
a trip to hong kong.
steamboat in hong kong.
toys.haha..

// [T]agboard.. *

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Tuesday, October 13, 2009
|8:15 AM|

i feel like an emotional wreck.
maybe it's the movie that i watched.
maybe it's hanging out with elaine.
or maybe something is simply wrong with me.
i was on the bus home.
and suddenly all sorts of emotions overwhelmed me.
i don't know.
all of a sudden, i felt as if i don't know anything.
i think my emotional frenzy was made worse by the limping cat.
it was limping.
and i felt guilty.
even a limping cat can see more meaning to life.
compared to me.
some perfectly healthy human being.
yet sadistically sees no meanig to life.
feeling unjustified of her existance on this planet.
it feels very real.
yet distant and far at the same time.
is this really me?
am i going to live life like that?
*****************i need to lose weight.urgh!!!

[S]he [p]ierced``
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